Now I've learnt that no matter how much effort u put in, people will always let it go unnoticed. People do tend to think that they r the main contributors, and then the silent background worker who covers everything else will not have any credit to his name. Especially when resources are taken away from him, by the others, and left him stranded all alone with 600+ phone calls to make, to call n call until each of the receiver picks up, and then to answer a few hundred more calls coming back at him.
The only way is to go around telling everyone, " oh, u know last night i worked until what time", "we burnt so many nights". People dont see things when u dont say it out, the nights where i worked at home, send despatch to homes after work, making calls at chalet, working non stop till 3am before a major event. i wonder how people dont see the double implications when someone said, " me n him burnt many nights to get things done", without mentioning the third guy.
So my lesson learnt, to heap credits onto yourself, and learn to be a fucking selfish bastard, screw the welfare that you think ought to be given to people and just ensure that your own task allocated is completed.
For taking up so much shit, people only give u credit amounting to someone who has barely done even half of what you did. and then stuff so much more credit onto themselves. off days? i dont really care. i just want a little bit more recognition for my effort, is that difficult? When the leg of the 3 legged stool is weak, ever wonder why? anyone questioned about my 4 manpower that was allocated to me, missing for the whole period just to fulfill another part of the system? did i ever complain? and when fingers are pointed, did they say anything? No, no and no.
This is life. Face it. Reality stinks. This world has no room for humanity, no room for compassion. Its a world where self interest comes first.
And so, here lies the nice guy that used to have such faith in the world. Time to face the cruel reality proper.
_just me_ 8:48 AM
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