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5:11 AM
so many things happen during the festival.
some good, some bad
but mostly good
was the coffee boy for my class today
taking down drink orders n running to the drink stall repeatedly
probably a career choice after A level? think i fared reasonably well at it
had a game against Ahmad Ibrahim sec today
i played quite alot
unfortunately nothing much to show from it
the game was halted after 5 mins due to rain
before that i had a shot in..
however after the rain stopped my game was disastrous
i slipped right under the basket n the ball juz flew off my hand.
i slipped while defending
the ball slipped off countless times in attack... the ball even slipped off from my fren while he was shooting free throw
that was the end of the story in 1st quart..
4 pts, 3 or 4 turnovers, no thanks to the floor n ball.. all the turnovers becoz of slips
den after that everyone played 1 quart each.. last quart there was a shortage of pple..
we only had ard 18 pple.. so i played again..
4th quart was even worse
not gonna say much
i was really trying hard to organise everything
but quite a few of them who was on court doesnt know the tactic..
so totally a mess..
end of game.. probably won by 15-20.. nxt up.. PJC nxt week..
mr lim said do or die muz win
let's hope so
dunno y
but everyone said i was extremely cheerful in sch today
???
funny, but if tt is so, let's hope i will continue on to be cheerful.
7:46 AM
I wonder if i can still hold on. i'm really tired.
tired physically, mentally. everything.
so much more homework to do.
tests so poorly done. reckon i'll fail both
so much things to worry about
so vexed about life
it juz feels like u dun wanna live on, to hide to cower to escape from everything.
things that u dun wanna do, dun dare do, dun haf the determination to accomplish..
everything juz stack up into one big huge pile, pressing down hard against u,
making u unable to breathe
chinese new year break. soon.
wonder how i'll spend it.
to drop further down into the deep-hole or to motivate myself out of it
7:16 AM
so many things has happen recently. i'm totally lost in some of the happening
a damn poor game against sas today.. totally crap. the team has to revise it's gameplay..
did we haf any gameplay in the first place?
i'm getting 200 bucks for some chinese clan association for my shitty o's.. dun ask me how or y i'm getting so much
new phone on the way after jan 25..
to think one of my good fren attached to my ogl partner after knowing each other for less than 1 mth..
kinda funny how they started anyway.. but all the best to them..
hmm got aj ice stuff into my shirt today.. WUN ever sit with phyllis nxt time..
still oweing quite some homework.. i'll try to get all cleared up b4 next wk..
not gd to owe things after new year mah..
do i, or do i not.. is not a choice forever? seems like so for me..
7:00 AM
[1st OG Outing] -Sat, 10 Jan 2004-
woah.. orientation has juz passed and my og has already arranged an outing.. woohoo
still suffering from post-orientation-syndrome.. this outing has certainly come at a good time
went scotts to makan den go lido watch paycheck..
isla totally rox.. ahha
we were 2nd out of 36 dwellings for the structure building contest!
the tallest building that were left standing after 2 days.. think we only lost out to creativity
we juz had no time to add our creativity stuff to the structure made out of newspaper
not goin to tell my og tt we got 2nd though.. want them to get a surprise.. haha
another outing today.. this time with my class to marina.. belated bday celebration..
gonna get screwed by teachers back in sch... sigh
and hope what happen on the court yesterday shall not happen again, that is so unlike me..
my bad.. sorry team
8:27 PM
- orientation 1, tripudio mutatio - it has come to an end
i really miss the days..
all the oceano ogls are suffering from Post-Orientation-Syndrome.
we went around school cheering n singing campfire songs today
in our hoarse n almost totally gone voice.
Isla had been a wonderful og.
i really appreciate their co-operativeness, their enthusiatism
the skit by oceano was really touching.. to the oceanons at least
other nature may not understand it, but we had experienced it b4
and was really touching to see it all being presented in a skit
the claire's lame jokes, charles-style and the 'what award do u want to get?' that caught the attending of all in the 4 days
oh yea, at least we didnt get malu-ed, after clearly stating our intention to get the 'most enthu award' since the first day
so it was really a damn damn good feeling when i shouted out,
' what award did we want to get?' """" most enthu award!""""
' and what award did we get?'
i will continue to suffer from P.O.S.
now back into normal school life.. i need to start attending trainings after missing so many sessions
n get back to normal school life.. i'm totally lost in class n so sleepy..
afterall i had only 4 hours of sleep everyday during orientation..
oh and my class gave a pillow for me as present .. so i can sleep better in classes.. haha..
although the pillow looks like a red hongbao .. with the chinese word 'fu' on it.. how to use in school.. tsk
but muz thank them anyway..
i hope all Isla members will enjoy their stay in AJ and continue on here after 3 mths..
thx for making it all happen
7:29 AM
oh my god.
Isla was the better cheering dwelling compared to our game opponents , cantro n helada..
unbelieveable.. my wishes are coming true..
the same old isla that has been so quiet ... suddenly perks up during the games..
and oceano has a ultimate high chance of getting most enthu award! from non-biased view.. the aj odacs..
another point to support this stand: other natures are getting pissed at our so-call 'AA' cheers.. ahha..
we juz have unique n lame cheers.. becoz we r a nature made up of lame councillors n ogls what..
2 more days to orientation. oh my i'm starting to feel more bonded to my isla group.
and got a tshirt from my classmates today.. adidas clima-cool.. thx all..
sadly i dint get a chance to thank them today.. i'll try to reach them thru a letter or so..
somehow i'm always getting tshirts for prezzies nowadays.. but i definitely wont mind.. haha..
thx all.. 09/03 (3mths), 09/03 of the current, isla, and oceano juz rox..
AND..
Always look on the bright side of life
O-C-E-A-N-O
and Oceano.
6:12 AM
[birthday blog]
yea.. it's my bday..
although dint go out with friends.. all busy rushing homework.. haiz.. think first bday to be alone in quite a few recent years..
but think it's still a nice day..
it started at 12mn.. elva appeared on tv suddenly.. was really a pleasant surprise coz the show was talking abt horoscope.. den they invited elva..
it's really like .. a wonderful start to the day.. to have ur favourite idol to appear RIGHT ON THE DOT of ur birthday
den.. at 3am.. newcastle won their FA Cup game against southampton.. 3-0..
i saw the old newcastle back in the first half
exactly the same old newcastle, if not even better.
absolutely delighted.. after the inconsistent season they are havin this yr..
dyer was superb.. n all the players.. they chased down every ball..
the determination.. reminds me of my crazy days in my rafflesbball where i m the 'mad dog' of the team.. haha
went out to buy elva's 5th avenue cd in the afternoon.. it was damn good..
too bad few pple appreciate r&b music in singapore..
elva isnt getting the recognition she deserves..
singaporeans only go for those 'hotly advertised' artistes.. i dun want to mention names.
was a good bday overall.. everything went fine..
alot alot of pple msg me to send me bday wishes..
even a few pri sch frenz.. i wonder how they remember my bday.. haha
i dun ask for much for my bdays.. really.. juz a msg to me will make me delighted..
esp those pple i care about .. if only they msg me.. it will really make my day..
my happiest bday was still back in sec3..
anyway i hope tmr the orientation will go smootly.. i hope isla, n the rest of the oceano will be enthu ..
muz bag the most enthu award n 2 other major award.. n we will.. coz oceano rox..
7:14 AM
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