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8:54 AM
PES A! PES A! although the majority of the people got PES A, somehow i'm still so excited to be one too! no more PES D haha.. hmm did nothing today. maybe gotta go do vectors now. too slack already. hopefully can complete all my work by the first wk den revise throughout the rest of the weeks. shall be bball n studies for me..
7:51 AM
I wanna get out of my house now. i really wanna get out of this fucking place. call the cops. someone fucking call the cops.
9:17 AM
Well, had handball against 07 who had the aid of Mr. Koh
played to a full time score of 6-6, which we eventually lost by golden goal in overtime.
coz i subbed myself out during overtime. ah.. =P
actually even if i play on we may not win as well..
scored 3 of my team goals. although i should have gotten a couple more in my bag
except that despite getting so many chances for counter attacks,
i keep doin my 'special'
using 2 hands instead of the norm 1 hand to shoot.
kind of going for fancy n stuff. yea
the result? missed 3 or 4 good chances with the ball going agonisingly wide. by like just a few cm.
so, yep, i'm partly to blame for not wrapping up the game early.
-Mass Civics-
today we had the privilege of having a quartet to play us the classical music. cant remember their group name, unfortunately, coz maybe i was paying too much attention to their music.
they played really well. make me envious.
i really had quite an interest in playing some musical instrument.
that brought me into the guitar club till june last yr.
unfortunately the lure of basketball was too great, so i eventually pick up basketball again n abandon the guitar club. i hope i can pick up guitar again after NS.
well, the 4 guys took great effort to start up their quartet, n actually i'm quite glad for them that they had suceed to a large extent that they are producing their first cd in december. hopefully i'll haf the cash to wave around then.
tmr going support the badminton team in their 3rd/4th playoff. hopefully they get the same as bball, tt is double 3rd. i wish them the best of luck here. n after tt gotta go for bball training at Leng Kee CC. it's in redhill damnit. so meaning that i gotta finish revision for bio by tmr morning break. n my notes ¾ empty. so.. yea. die lor. haha
see how much i can copy.. revise while copying.. no choice.. =\
8:49 AM
Following the medical examination at MEdical Classification Centre, you have been graded provisionally as: Pes D
dang, dint bring my medical questionaire today.. so i'm required to go back to the place at depot road on thursday morning to get it handed in. means missing bio perhaps on thursday by the time i get back to aj..
anyway i was graded pes A for most stations there.. except the final medical checkup.. where i reported numerous injuries. think the officer got quite fed up coz i told him i went to all the chinese physician so no cert to prove my point. except for my hamstring prob which i went to a physio the rapist .. and i got a scan on my left wrist back in pri 4 to make sure my fractured bones r healed.
i hope i'll get Pes A, at least i'll still have a chance to serve as a commando. ambitious eh? i relish the challenge of being one. but of coz, must make sure i'm physically fit again. wouldnt want to b a small fry in the NS. haha
time to do some homework. yea. hopefully. c'mon.
---- PES D - Temporarily unfit and pending further medical review ----
------- Temporarily for one month from today (pending further MCC review) -------
5:07 AM
Is this bad, or bad.
when i wanted to do my numerical method today,
i realised i couldnt do the first question.
dunno what method to apply n how to start.
dang. acomplished nothing this weekend.
ok. no more com games for me. hopefully i meant it.
time's running out for me.
midyr's like a ticking time bomb counting down,
waiting to remove people who dwelled too long on the same spot.
n i'm rooted right just beside it.
tmr not goin sch.
NS checkup.
Either PES A or C n below for me. no B pls.
lol.
8:39 AM
anyway today's final:
Hcjc gers won , n sajc guys won.
no double champ for any of them.
both match were quite one sided.
sajc played their best n loss , coz hcjc gers were simply too overwhelmingly strong
hcjc guys were totally off-form.
happy for phyllis n her team, they got the champ
sad for gabriel pang n hongyi, they played hard but unfortunately lady luck's not shining on them.
missed the youth cup team training. my ankle got worst today. hurtz with every step i take.
especially this is the second time i've sprained it this season. not considering all the minor 'sprains' i have had during trainings. n with my record of at least 7 'major n minor sprains' on that same leg in a day back in sec 4 december camp. i really donno how long it'll take for my ankle to completely heal.
3:58 AM
What should i do??
ok was heading for toa payoh sports complex today with darren to watch the bball finals n to attend the prize presentation ceremony.
was crossing the road
juz b4 i step onto the pavement, i saw something blue n somehow my intuition was to pick it up. completely not knowing what i was doing. not knowing what it was. just caught a glimpse of it n down i went to pick it up.
it happen to be a fone.
so what shld i do now, some pple said i sld sell it.
some said i shld try to return it back.
i'm at a loss now. facing financial difficulty. but i dunno.. it belongs to some malay guy frm what i know thru browsing on the fone. argh. at a loss.
3:54 AM
Wahh saw a cute looking ger on the train today after school.. looks really sweet tt type.. tsk.. somemore alight at admiralty too!! gonna try to be taking the same train home every monday ehehe
ok today bio prac test was tough like hell.. maybe to me only.
but the intestine slides i really dunno what they were asking for in the questions.
furthermore i cant see clearly, dunno due to sleepiness or coz wasnt wearing any contacts or specs or both. hell, gonna flunk it big time. 3.25p, train on monday..
gonna be taking part in my second pe lesson in a long while tmr. handball! gonna score a hattrick man.. trust me. i'm fired up. even with that bad ankle. 2nd last door from the end.. oh gotta train up for napfa too. aiming for perfect! missing out on sit n reach only, got 4 in my last 2 attempts. n i mustnt drop out for 2.4 yet again.. dropped out once n dint even ran the first napfa. aiming to do 20 pullups by end of this yr.. i prolly can do 13-15 now at best.. haha..
since my school bball season has ended.. gotta start catching up on hmwk again. this june holiday must pia liao. just youth cup n bball. n service learning at some yishun care center. must take train to yishun, den take train home. see got luck again anot.
for now it's gotta be studies n studies for me, with a lil bball in between my mugging season. gotta stop playing games.. somehow i've picked up cs again.. damnit.. nvm i'll stop by this wk hopefully haha..
MuGgEr r0x.
9:02 AM
the effects of my doin last night is gone.
now i'm just left feeling tired n sleepy.
it's been fun..
2:21 AM
AJ 82-78 TJ
Game Stat for AJ no.14
points/min: 8 pts/min
that beats any NBA all-star players man.
ok. the real stats.
PLayed: 15 seconds.
Scored: 2 Points ( 2 Free Throws)
My graduating game unfortunately lasted 15 secs, in the 2nd quarter.
entered the game, took the ball n drove in towards the basket.
-beep- a foul committed by TJ 11 on me.
but down to the floor i went, spraining my ankle AGAIN meanwhile.
i already sprained it during the first game against hougang sec,
n the injury affected my game throughout the rest of the season,
and today's sprain was really a bad one
i barely could stand n walk.
stumbling my way to the free throw line, unsure of what i should do.
my brain said i shld sit down and just be subbed out b4 i take my 2 shots.
coz i really couldnt stand up straight.
howevere my heart tells me to take the 2 shots.
n 2 'chopper', 2 points for me, n off my season ends.
the game was well within our hands at the end of first half, leading by 16 points.
however we played real badly in the 3rd quarter n let them back in.
they even overtake us n took the lead at the start of 4th quart.
but however, 2 of their starting 5 foulded out, n with the star player suffering similar ankle sprain n couldnt even take his free throw shot ( hehe... i got stronger legs =P )
their reserve player eventually failed to keep pace n lost to us.
actually they shldnt even haf caught up with us, but dubious calls from the ref n the refs failure to call travelling on several obvious bad moves by the TJ center allowed them to bring the score closer.
whatever.. we won still rite?
we went out celebrate (of coz!)
got free macdonald meal from mr lim n free pool session from the coach. haha..
havent been pooling for 5 mths, but somehow with a huge slice of luck won 3 n lost 1. tyco sia.
our celebrations not over yet, tonight goin Sikuan's hse to chiongggggg
the AJMJ (read: Anderson Junior MahJong) will be held in hougang tonight..
let's party on~
1:56 AM
ok
all was there for everyone to see
we lost the semifinal.
more personal first, tiz is the first game i dint get to play at all this season.
i didnt feel sad, i understand the situation n tt is we need a more stable n compose point guard in Sikuan den me. i've been having a pretty frustrating season as a point guard, with numerous turnovers in games such as against rj n tj earlier. so it's understandable tt the coaches wont risk putting me in when they r unsure if i would committ stupid turnovers again.
my passion was burning though on the bench.
i felt that i was in a great condition though.
it had never been easy for me to convert myself into a point guard, i've been playing forwards for the whole of my life.
try putting david beckham as a central defender n u see what happen.
see the picture?
so i've flunked big time as a point guard. ( score = 1.5 out of 5 )
so i've got no comments no not being able to play today.
on a team note,
i feel that everyone had too much goin on in the mind. let's face it.
our offense were stagnant to a point where we could hit a basket for a long period of time.
our shooting were so off.
defence was bad. rebounds.. we dint even block out the opponents. hongyi took so many free underbasket rebounds n killed us off there. and to think he was having an off-day, missing so many sitters already. yet he score so many points. gab pang aso burnt us.
ok that's having 2 of my ex-teammate n junior killing us off in this game. n i have to watch them slaughter us from the bench. fuck
we knew where our weak points are. we let our weak points be exploited by them.
so, i dint really feel sad. if we cant get the basics right, even at this crucial stage, consider ourselves lucky to be in semis. hwachong won, coz they did the basics well, n some individual talent in pang sai.
guess last training in thurs. playing sat, den prize presentation on nxt wed. let's hope we get a third to end off our season, n after this i'll be taking part in youth cup in june with the vj(ex-ri) team n then gryphons cup in aug. as a FORWARD. let's hope i cant end off my schooling basketball season on a slightly higher note.
4:07 AM
Wei(1) Ji(1) = Zuan(3) Ji(1) = Ying(2).
when u turn ur negative aspects of the game into oppotunities for yourself, u shall emerge victorious. lousy translation here. but who cares.
to reduce my turnover, to focus on the game fully.
AJ...... Whoosh.
8:38 AM
hmm beat TJ yesterday
so we're into the semis against HCJC . this coming wed.
but what's best is that our gers team made it too!
they managed to hold off VJ to clinch the semi final spot, semi vs HCJC too
so it's a double semi matchup between HCJC n AJC now..
i hope that there will be many supporters that day..
we need supporters in such crucial games.
ok, played badly today, show the biggest flaw in my gameplay.
but hell, i'm going to work upon it on monday.
to be confident as a point guard.
especially against gab pang .. teammate of mine for 2 seasons. enemy on wed.
he's so good at playing point.
hmm after the game the guys n gers team went suntec to watch movie.
20 of us.. watched Van Helsing..
quite a cool show, but the story line wasnt clear.. the only bad thing..
aw damn, i got quite a bad cut on my shin at the cinema.. fukitdamit
we entered the cinema late.. the show started
we went to the side n climb the 'stairs' to our third row n second row seats
apparently i had my eyes glued to the movie while walking till i reached the steps.
under the dim light i cant see anything, so my brain tells me it is a normal cinema steps.
but without the sidelights on it.
but hell no, the steps were a seat high (about 2+ steps of the normal cinema height)
n i scrape my leg against the darn steps.
saw something white under the scraped skin.. was thinking it was my shin bone.
but probably adipose tissue. anyway it hurts like hell n was gross man.
sorta dampen my mood for the show at the start, of coz with that constant pain for 15 mins or so.
den on my way back.. saw leena n amy.. =P (ur gang got outing at suntec isit..)
took a train back , got hm at 8+ n hit my bed at 10..
ok today is my rest day. hopefully i can go n revise.. but knowing me.. forget it man.
8:30 PM
Woohoo, we haf made it into the semis!
after overcoming pjc 61-41 today, we will advance into the nxt stage with tj in our group
will face off with either hcjc or sajc in the semis.
well today's match wasnt as well as we had hoped obviously
we dint play well in the first half n lost our lead n went behind by as much as 13 (?) at one stage..
but we continue to fight back n yea. won by 20.
gotta thank those people who came down to support us.
we dint play our best, but guess the result is still satisfactory
well today i played quite little
scored 1 shot, outta 3, one of which was blocked by my pri sch classmate near the free throw line
33%.. probably one of my lowest percentage throughout the comp, but i nv shoot much anyway
just hope i can hit at least half my shots in the upcoming matches.
the gers team, however, were abit unfortunate to haf lost to sajc by 1 pt.
hopefully they can still make it to the semis.. we gonna make the school proud!
6:29 AM
-foul mood-
well learnt something today.
people will always be plain selfish.
expect favours n yet unwilling to provide any in return.
wants respect and attention, yet do stupid stuffs to disrupt others.
i mean,
isnt it obvious that u want something expect to do the same in return?
what's this caring culture that AJ has been so persimistic in promoting?
the fact remains that all are just plain selfish bastards who care for themselves only.
full stop.
n i'm referring to many things here. not just today, not just yesterday.
everyone is equal, but some people are just plain fucking more equal than others.
and oh yea, anyone can suggest to me a site where i can upload mp3 onto the net?
i actually got some music onto my blog by uploading onto tripod.
but it got removed almost instantly. lasted 1 refresh.
8:31 AM
today we dint play up to standard yet again.
too many fast break turnover, wasted so many good opportunities
we dint block-out well either.
too much fouls, 3 of us nearly fouled out in the end
i wasnt in top condition, scoring first 2 shots but not making the other 2.
miss on drive ins also.
my knees were hurting, my ankle got worse.
aggravated all these joints during the game.
our outside shot was still poor, although we made more shots count towards the end in the 4th quarter.
so, overall, not a good game.
wed against pj. needa a win which would almost confirm our entry into the semis.
oh, we won by 29 points today.
5:49 AM
No school yesterday
was having our track n field meet
the first time tt i dint take part in a single events for track meet
was quite shock to see the winning 400m time
coz i could have won gold easily with my sec sch timing of sub 55 secs
was kinda upset, but hell, basketball season is more important
esp. with my current injury-prone status
it's best tt i not put myself into any further risk
feeling the increasing effects of poor knees, hamstring n a ankle still unhealed from a sprain from the first match
it's really not easy for me to try to train now, i'm putting myself into pain tt no one can see or feel
yet of coz i cant just walk out of training
i know i've been stupid n let my frustration gets better of me
but to screw up in a game against a team which was closely linked to u, raffles jc
n then subsequently benched for the rest of the game
even though we were leading by 30 pts.
anyway, vball lost both finals
was there to cheer for them with bernard for the guys game
cheered my throat sore
but in the end, aj lost 2-3 to nyjc
the number 11 from nyjc was superb in his smashes on the crucial day.
but nevertheless.. well done AJ Vball.
it's never been easy to make it to the final.
u guys (n gers) did us proud, nvm the second placing
as long as u all put in ur best effort.
ok that was kinda encouraging myself.. since i've got 2 national silver sitting at home.
first silver came from badminton back in primary 5.. haha from badminton
few would know my history in badminton
but i was in SPEX 2000 n trained for 2+ yrs or so under it.
till i dislocated my right arm n felt too weak in my right hand to play any further
so switch over to basketball in pri 6, where i was a left-hander
kinda funny to be able to do diff things to diff hands. but who cares
second silver came with RI Bball
C div final.. we lost to jurong by a mere 3 pts
i even fouled out in that game. all thx to fucking ref for it.
probably biased towards jurong, the organiser man.
had a few calls which was against me when i dint even touch the opponent.
now seems that all the sports team in aj r mostly out, basketball is one of the few 'surviving' teams gunning for champ
it's not going to be easy, even if we made it to the semis we're up against SAJC or HCJC, the hot favourites
but this probably is my last chance to represent a school.. provided i dont retain.. choy
if we made it to the final,
i fucking hell wouldnt want to make it a third silver in my life.
9:57 AM
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