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9:01 AM
Feeling so fucked up now. Why are they more anxious about my pilot medical checkup. Why do they keep urging me to go n do things and keep stuffing me instructions after instructions. It's MY FUTURE. NOT YOURS. I havent made up my mind yet. And u all are like forcing me to become one. Let me have my own freedom please. The more u urge me the more vex i feel and the more i dont want to become one. so for god's sake, shut up.
Clubbing tonight off. Better so. I aint in any mood to go anyway.
12:59 AM
Watching tiger cup now.. its half time..
it's been a good day of rest at home.. a rare day at home..
just something irritating.. i dunno how to operate MAME.. the arcade game emulator..
think i go read the webbie later.. and crazy taxi.. damn.. darren tried sending me but it juz keeps getting disconnected halfway..
needa bomb my sms later.. got 2 outings to deal with.. the pengerang trip n the clubbing trip.. i dont think the trip to pengerang will be affected by the tsunami.. and i certainly hope there wont be anymore.. for the good of everyone in the world.. details need to be fixed out soon.. n i'm the only one familiar with pengerang.. =
roger is backk in sg.. haha.. and woah kaiting, of all people, suggested tt we go club. but.. thursday?!?1 why!?!? wed is the happening day man! argh.. i guess we could juz settle for a relatively more quiet evening chilling out then..
some think tt i'm now a crazy clubber. some thinks i'm a damn alcoholic. well, i dont think i'm anywhere near these terms. clubbing is a avenue of relaxation.. n i enjoy chilling out not thinking about any other worries. i'm only drinking in social gatherings.. just that there's quite a few recently.. and maybe i'm blessed with a body that doesnt get affected by the alcohol.. i've never got tipsy or anything.. but that doesnt make me an alcoholic..
still thinking if i should go on and be a pilot.. sigh.. i guess it's a tough decision.. if i sign a bond it's gonna be 10 years.. what do i really want in my life? it's something tt i need to explore in the next couple of days.. it's a good job.. definitely.. but should i choose money over passion? my passion still lies within the sea.. to be a marine biologist.. but it's not a job that really can be found in singapore.. sighhhh..
anyway found this book on norse mythology at borders yesterday. 25 bucks. maybe i'll grab a copy of it b4 i go ns.. the eddas or something.. cant remember the full name..
4:21 AM
browse thru my archives n found this test thingy which i did quite long ago. proceeded to the website and did it again.coz i tot it was quite true in the past. somehow i got mostly the same again.. with some changes.. its juz a test based on animals..
http://www.funstun.com/categories/fun/romance-animals/index.cfm
Here is Your Profile...
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she loves you.
The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.
What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.
You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.
You always want to get married, but in fact, you don't even know what it really is.
At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
changes were in green.. did it on 28 nov 2003 .. somehow i felt it was quite accurate again.. has i changed? maybe.. i've been through another phrase of my life.. things doesnt stay the same forever..
7:29 PM
Headed to airport road for pilot medical checkup today..woke up late at 7 when i'm scheduled to be in at 8.. rushed my breakfast n boarded a cab at 7.30.. but surprisingly i got there early at 7.50.. woah..
anyway i dunno how i fared for the checkup.. and i have to head back for ENT n Dental again.. sighz..
was having some kind of flu for quite some time now.. and my nose was obviously blocked.. so one of the tests cldnt really be carried out on me.. and i need to remove the teeth that went sideway.. and also to change my temporary tooth fillings for permanent ones.. the blood test guy kind of freak me out with the way he talks n looks at pple.. a lil gayish.. eww.. not tt i'm anti-gay.. but juz.. cant stand it.. he was like pointing to my left ear n saying," if u can do this then i'm sure this is nothing to you.. " in a gayish tone.. zzz..
at the ECG test, apparently my heartbeat rate was too low.. 57 per min.. and the doctor was saying tt i needa get above 60 to be a pilot.. and tt i was the first to have such a low heartbeat tt day.. and they made me lie down on the bed and cycle in midair for 5 mins! omg.. i must have looked damn dumb in front of everyone .. my legs almost cramped.. but at least after tt i registered 73 bpm.. phew..
the test began at 8+ and ends at 11 for me.. after tt i headed down to kovan for my lunch n took a walk ard heartland mall.. sigh.. cldnt really find the things i was looking for.. anyway got home at 2 and took a big nap till 6..
tomorrow gonna be Isla's outing.. juz a small one.. for a meal.. and then i need to arrange the ribballers' trip to pengerang.. so disappointed tt tioman is having monsoon now.. but hey.. pengerang isnt too bad either..
10:20 AM
ok. i've been sleeping for 2 hours in the past 2 days, drank n drank all the nights, did my final driving theory, played badminton and had lots of fun throughout the days.. and surprisingly i aint tt tired. but i badly need to catch a wink so that i can last another night at yongshen's house today. and i havent got home before 5am for the past 3 days. and it's the 4th tomorrow..
22nd
Crave'04.. was supposed to meet hwijong but apparently it was quite difficult to find him in there so i hanged out with sikuan n frederick initially, then with daniel sing n mindy.. guess it was quite boring.. the aj pple all flopped.. the guy winner showed us how to win the competition as long as u wear a sunglasses to cover ur eyes and the ger.. cannot really see clearly aso.. and i juz knew tt the gers 2nd n 3rd r from hwijong class.. lucky bastard..
after cra've it was normal clubbing.. mambo night at zouk n the normal rnb stuff at phuture.. again, i had trouble finding hwijong n juz spent the night with daniel's clique.. the cat high pple.. with 2 sajc gers.. peiwen n wenxian.. saw sarah there as well.. haha.. and not bad.. tracy n minli still recognized me.. saw sherman n jonny at phuture as we try to squeeze our way in.. guess i got to know more people .. like shaowei n andy.. whom i've nv talk to in aj.. but they r nice pple.. yea..
after the thing we boarded a cab home.. quite heng tt daniel andy shaowei n i all lived in the northern area.. lentor, yishun, sembawang n woodlands.. had pple to contribute to the cab fare.. which in the end reads 27.50..
23rd..
spent the night at vincent's place with the aj bballers.. was kinda having a flu since the start of the week.. but i manage to last the night without sleeping.. drank abt 4+ cans of beer.. and 4-5 shots amount of dry gin.. dry gin doesnt taste good.. i'll take tequila anyday =P and i'm proud to be the lone survivor of the drinkers.. haha..
24th
did my FTT on the morning of the next day.. seriously i dont think i'll pass.. was kind of blur.. shaded my ic number wrongly right at the start.. see? what a bad start. after that i juz step over to the nearby badminton sports hall n join bernard judy damien mugger and wenxian for a session of badminton.. played quite badly.. coz i was half dead.. ahha... and then went home to sleep.. for 2 hours..
was out with the ribballers for the evening.. kc, hwijong, daniel wong n shaun.. wanted to catch kung fu hustle.. but apparently the movie was sold out till 2am at cine.. so we wanted to go find a place to chill around.. and boy, we spent hours walking around places at mohd sultan, boat quay and all the way to zouk. zz.. we were finding places like SOS and madam wong 2.. which had all CLOSED DOWN. in the end we had supper at the coffeeshop near zouk (zouk cover charge was a freakin 38 bux and we clearly didnt want to throw our cash away). me hwijong n kc drank 2 bottle of tiger.. and i'm seriously getting sick of it now.. after supper.. kc n hj n i were the only 3 left.. we walked to great world city n then to cine.. which we then receive a santa present.. ! we found 8 movie tix.. hahaha.. kung fu hustle digital.. which was at 5.30am.. damn cock.. but we decided to stay on anyway.. in the end we didnt get the seat though. apparently the pple tt lost the tix went to the management n demanded tt they can watch the show. so sighz, we juz gladly settle at the back of the cinema floor n watch the show..
didnt think it was worth the high ratings reviews gave it. well, it was juz another The Matrix?!?! the plot was thin as well... i'd prefer any other Stephen Chow show of the old.. but i guess.. since it's a free movie.. i shant complain about it.. hahahaha..
To YS house later. gotta have my breakfast n hit my bed.
and, to that whoever tt has been asking for my ass on my tagboard.. please reveal who u r or stop spamming away there. i aint game for a guessing game.. it's been long enough for u to have ur fun as an anonymous person.
5:04 PM
woah. i passed the interview. big big surprise. especially after they kept asking me if i was sure i wanna be a pilot. n my reply would always be like "why not?" , " dunno" , etc.. the lieutenant even asked if i would sign on if he offered me a contract on the spot. but still.. i'm glad i've made it through.. need to go for a medical appointment on the 27th.. means i'll be damn damn busy for the rest of the days..
1:11 AM
dang. had a damn bad night. somehow i started sneezing real bad when i was in bed. the sneezing only stopped ard 2+.. which then i was disrupted by loud churning noises from the air con. quickly offed it.. but the churning still continues. maybe it was from the adjacent air con in my parents room next door. but still, it was like a 3 hour sleep split into 2 sessions. woke up feeling like i didnt have any rest.. with eye circles n stuff. i wonder what the interviewers might say later..
2:35 PM
Shld be sleeping now. afterall i need to wake up at 6am tmr. soon larh..
sigh.. crave 04 tmr. and i cant find pals to go with me.. wth.. so i dunno.. maybe i shld juz give it a miss.. or anyone out there interested in gg wif me? lol..
went back to play bball in aj today. my fitness really stinks now.. juz a few balls n i'm left breathless. time to start running.. met jae chia on our way to dinner. not bad he still remembers me from the water rugby game at aloha loyang.. too bad he's leaving ajc.. there's alot of staff leaving.. many changes.. but i guess it's none of our business anymore.. too bad for the next batch coz the good teachers like mr koh, mr jae chia and mr jason tan..
bbq tomorrow for the aj bballers. shld i go? or shld i spare a thought for my throat? if i aint going crave.. most likely i'll be down. so it's either alcohol or barbeque food.
9:00 AM
Maybe things will get better when shearer recovers from injury? i dunno. hope so. just putting in blind faith in newcastle. i'm getting tired of their consistent non-performance.. first thing they should do is get rid of bramble. i've only remember him making glorious mistakes and nothing else.
gotta go renew my passport later. it's expiring.. or has it expired? and on my way i gotta get some passport size photos and to photocopy my O n A level cert. All for the pilot test. Seriously speaking.. i know nothing about the pilot. juz gotta do some research later on this evening.
Will be heading down aj for some bball.. since the team is having a bball training camp now.. guess it would be good for me to get some exercise as well.
activities full till 25. means i prolly wont have the time to study through my final driving theory test. oh well.. it's time to show my tyconess in mcq.
6:28 PM
Ah dang i think i have 2 more bbqs to go.. zzz.. i'm so sick of it.. but i still will have to turn up for those gatherings..
Anyway, the toto prize money is a cool 2.8 millon.. woah. I must buy toto then.. haha.. see? if i win it.. or even split amongst a few.. it will bring me a few steps closer to owning a varsity park unit.. and a car.. see? so by putting in 2 bucks to try n achieve my wish list.. at the most i shall stop buying The New Paper for a week. see? the money shall come from here.. ahhh.. $$$..
9:48 AM
Came back from a BBQ @ west coast.. it was such a quiet place compared to ECP.. but i felt tt the atmosphere was more enjoyable.. more serene.. just a nice little quiet place .. the bbq was with my relatives.. n i guess i was doing all the barbequeing.. had so much bbq food in these couple of weeks n my throat is really feeling the effect. no more bbq for me for the rest of the hol.. i'm sick of it..
woah, to think tt i knew so many contestants in the Crave'04.. jon chia n jinglun.. my bball teammate.. roy soon.. my house captain.. intan.. my classmate.. yazid.. from my secondary school.. and sancia.. someone who prolly doesnt noe me anyway .. from ajc.. think it is now a must for me to get down n see them in action..
10:32 AM
I realised i have a knack for stupid things like guessing passwords n underhand tactics to finding out passwords. blogger script passwords are easy to get. trust me. edmund.. ur password was tough man.. but i was lazy to ask u.. lolx
9:27 PM
Met up with the 2H pple today... had suki sushi at cine.. woah definitely had a great meal.. and stupid jon chen made us play zhong ji mi ma.. but he tio the most in the end.. the punishment was some mixture of guava, wasabi, lime, orange, garlic, chilli.. and god knows what else was inside.. quite fortunate tt i managed to avoid getting a spoonful.. haha..
isla outing is under planning.. i'm so glad tt benny n stanley proposed the outing to clarissa.. peiwen did said she wanted one earlier too.. so glad tt the pple still remember n want to meet out with our orientation group..
anyway.. yesterday got a call to my hp n woke me up from my sleep. and was quite shocked tt it was actually from the SAF career centre.. the Air Force. well, those who took the test with me n after me got their notification letters telling them if they made it or not.. and even tzhihao got it a few days back. got me abit anxious.. so it was quite stunning for me when they called to ask me down for an interview. on 22nd. no letter n juz a fone call.. i hope it's not a prank .. (?) lol..
anyway i'm still quite undecided if i shld be a pilot if i m able to.. pilot does has higher pay.. but i am really unsure about which path i should seek in the next 2 yrs.. which path? Arm Force or Air Force??
7:23 AM
Back from the Aloha Loyang chalet.. and it was a chalet with virtually unknown people.. haha..
well it was judy's chalet.. invited some of the 09s pple over .. and also her badminton fwenz and classmates.. so it was like 70% nj, 30% aj on the first day.. we had our bbq.. and do stuffs at night like mj, fishing, blahblah.. the typical chalet stuffs..
second day was overall a disappointment.. why? coz waifu n wanting left home.. mugger n damien didnt turn up.. so it was left wif me n bernard!! diaoz.. we felt like the odd ones out.. but still.. the nj peeps werent too tough to mix around with..
b4 waifu left.. me bernard n him went to the swimming pool.. and guess what? Mr. Jae Chia and the guys odacians joined us in there.. haha.. we saw jae chia earlier on his motorbike and waifu suspected he was stalking him coz it was the fourth or fifth time he had seen him in dec.. haha.. but anyway.. we had a water rugby game.. aww man.. i'd think tt i would only play that in ri swim lessons.. haha.. but it was a physically tiring game.. and i got a bad cut on my heels and scratch marks.. otherwise so damn fun..
our dinner was juz canned food.. and bernard took it to the kitchen n served us with brillant dishes like chilli prawns and such.. at night it was juz me ber judy n her 2 frens playing asshole daidee in my room.. but the nj guys joined us in there after their mahjong n we of coz.. start sputtering out ghost stories after another.. some of them even suggested tt we head for the red house.. but obviously we didnt go .. ( wonder if anything interesting might have happen?)
and i learnt one thing: never eat yoghurt after ice-cream. gave me a bad stomach on the way home. diaoz.
9:32 PM
Went into a book frenzy. Finished the whole series of slamdunk in a couple of days. (well, these r books k. comic books.) and read thru the summarised version of san guo yan yi. Next up, i gonna find books on norse mythology. But probably to fully understand it will take me a long time..
Chalet up next. 13-15. and maybe gg wanting's hse tmr. after chalet will be lower sec outing. the bastardly us decided not to wait for roger to come back from the US .. wahaha..
'mazing race Singapore registration is about to be over. We havent decide how many teams we r forming.. and my sis juz told me it's only first 100 teams to be registered.. oh no.. maybe we mite nt get a vacancy .. but i'll get it sorted out tomorrow..
i'm still left with kayaking and driving. will look for a instructor real soon. cant drag it any further. i'm determined to get my license before june '05.. haha..
and of course i will need to start exercising.. NS is coming right up. and already some of the classmates haf gone in for their ptp. i wish them all the best in there.. n looking forward to joining them in jan.. when i'm fit.
7:05 AM
Dinner and Dance was ok. To those who took pics .. send them to me k?
Was having a dilemma deciding if i shld head for coco latte or zouk.. in the end boarded the bus to c.l. .. but ended up in zouk. sorry to the organisers.. but there's juz too few pple..
zouk was great.. meimei leena intan sx kangwei aso went.. but generally i spent my time with the ri guys.. it was damn damn fun.. haha.. but wearing a suit to dance was dumb. blame it on the full house, the baggage counter was full. anyway.. headed to yy hse for the night.. watch abit of soccer.. laze ard.. and then boarded the early train home.. met shiyun on the train again.. haha.. but anyway i slept till 3pm ..
alot of my frens r gg overseas.. i truly hope they will enjoy themselves.. n get me stuffs man.. haha
3:07 AM
thammy told me this cool site. featuring all the school's prom night. check it out.
http://www.uberture.com
do not be surprised if u find urself in it. at least i found a few good old buddies in there.
9:36 AM
5 more days to prom. and i havent even buy my prom stuff. but i guess guy's stuffs are easy to purchase.. somehow i'm having mix feelings about prom. cant imagine how good it will be, afterall the school organising committee would never make any events fun ( just refer back to the numerous 'great' performance n celebrations that we had in these 2 yrs) . dance segment at the end of prom? isit cha-cha or line dance? our dear 'mambo no.5' ? oh mann.. better not think about it anymore.
9:12 AM
Ok, i deceived myself. i went out yesterday. to suntec city to meet hwijong n jaron.. and then we went to jaron's hse at siglap.. as his parents were also overseas..
his house is freaking nice.. like a cottage.. felt very cosy tt kind.. and his sis knocks down the wall in her room to reveal a small portion of the bricks.. woah.. it juz looks damn country-like.. ad supper.. played ps2 n monopoly till 6.. and slept till 1+..
vj prom night is gonna be tomorrow.. and i'll be hanging out in hongyi's class hotel room.. haha.. and wait inside there with kenneth chin who somehow isnt gg to the prom.. and once the prom is over.. we'll be down @ chinablack.. vj party.. called mojo or something.. i'm really hanging out with vj pple daily.. haha..
today is the sg idols final.. so it gave me another reason to stay at home (unless someone jio me out to a place to watch together which i hope not).. i'd save the comments in case my blog turns up like a mini-forum like amy's .. but i just hope that the best wins. tonight gonna be an early night.. so i'd have the energy for tomorrow night. argh, i havent even tried my half life 2 tt i downloaded.. boooo..
12:41 AM
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