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10:39 PM
hmm.. really happy today.. coz i think i've passed all my subs for prelim.. GP was quite lucky to have passed.. after a horrible score of 18 for paper 2.. got back my paper 1 with 29 marks to end off with 47.. thank god..
after school... we headed for a swim at jurong swimming complex.. with wenxian, kianwei, yzh, boonkiat, bernard, cheehong, lishi, hueychyi and karboon.. spent the day splashing in the wave pool and lazy river n the likes till ard 7.. kind of a post-prelim relaxation.. although i've been pretty relaxed these 2 days..
the real examination though is coming in a month's time.. for me i gotta buck up really.. my grades are still quite borderline.. need to push up by a few grades at least.. especially if i really want to pursue my dream of studying marine biology.. i've got to get myself a scholarship to australia.. although not quite possible.. but.. at least i can set a target for myself? to all those who did not perform well.. let's work hard together.. dont get demoralised or anything.. remember.. 1 more month to the examination that determines your future..
of course, all these are juz trashtalk that i've been saying forever and not do anything about it.. but .. who knows, maybe this time i may do something for real instead??
6:24 AM
Hm.. quite surprised that i got 35 for maths paper 2.. i was expecting below 20.. pleasant surprise.. if u had a look at my script u will know why.. out of 13 questions i had 4 (0)'s, 2 (1/2)'s, 2 (1)'s marks.. but what probably saved me was my last qn where i got 10/12 and some of the few questions i did was quite decent too.. phew.. overall was 39.5 after conversion.. however..
MODERATION : 9 marks
so.. i got 49 after mod.. an E grade.. can say i'm very happy.. but this aint a really decent grade too.. will strive to have more practices .. and make sure i dont get the darn mind-block syndrome again at paper 2..
bio mcq hadnt come back.. but we got the mark scheme and i was able to check my score.. shld be 35/40.. and i believe i got 46.5/75 now.. which means a pass already.. with paper 3 to come..
but i dont have high hope for paper 3.. wasnt in the right frame of mind to score .. so i'm hoping (and praying) for 13 marks or so that i can get a B.. tough.. but.. maybe i go suck up to mr. ong these few days? haha maybe he'll add more marks for me???
still undecided about whether we're heading for wild wild wet or jurong swimming complex.. nvm. it shld be settled soon.. at least b4 we set off.. juz hope it will be a fun day.. to cap my day..
=)
10:23 PM
Got back only bio prac today.. scored 31/60.. quite stunned to hear that my score was 3rd highest in class or sth.. coz this was really a bad score already.. but i guess everyone shld nt be disheartened coz this practical is really strange in a sense and that i'm sure all of us can do better in the coming prelim practical.. yep..
overall my bio score is only 29/55 now after conversion.. with mcq and option topic (paper 3) coming on maybe tmr.. shld be able to pass.. but maybe E or D.. who knows.. but my biggest concern is still GP.. haiz.. i've already given up on maths.. it's hopeless..
anyway tmr gonna be a fun day.. either wild wild wet or jurong swimming complex wif the class.. specially bought another pair of trunks for tmr since my current one is freakkkkkking small.. haha.. would haf bought another goggles since i lost mine.. but realised tt i've only got 40 bux wif me today.. and i dont wish to draw money from atm.. =P but yep.. hope tmr most of the class will be able to turn up.. be it the 10 bux WWW or 50cent jurong swimming complex.. really hope that the class spend some time together in our 'dying' days..
6:41 AM
Sigh. think this aint a good day..
got back some results.. in particular the full script for chemistry..
the whole class passed.. it was quite a pleasant news for us..
however i'm kinda disappointed tt i only got 21/40 for chemistry MCQ.. the lowest in class..
disappointed coz i knew tt i made so many careless mistakes and if i had been more careful i might haf jumped a grade.. got D in the end.. gp paper 2 was real bad.. as my unpredictability in comprehension hit me hard again for the second consecutive time. sometimes i really wonder how i can get 30+ for promo and class practices and yet hit below 20 for mid yr and prelim. biology was above a pass for paper 2.. however i muz say i aint content with the marks.. could haf done better in the essay.. coz i chose the wrong qn and only regret my choice near the end of the exam.
with all that said.. i think i can do much much better if i put in much more effort.. have to admit i was pretty slack in my revision in the prelim period as i felt i might juz burnt out. now it's gonna be a practice a day with some reading through for certain topics that i aint confident in.
1:57 AM
I'm getting out of the house to study. seems like everything i do gets criticised and nagged at. damn irritating. and the more i get nagged the more i wont study or do what i am told to do. call me rebellious or what. i dont care
12:05 AM
Woah really had fun during yesterday's outing..
First we met up at fish & co. @ suntec.. for our dinner and stuffs..
there were 16 of us.. with alot pangsehing us at the last minute..
after our meal we walk to esplanade.. spent some time there.. then we headed for boat quay..
sadly after we reach boat quay we had to split up into 2 groups..
the first group consist of 6 of us.. me yy keith edmund hongyi and ken chin.. unfortunately qingyao wasnt able to join us coz he's still 17.. yep.. we went to Hendrix Bar for some drink..
Free flow @ 20 till 12 mn..
the other group settled for coffee bean.. but hey.. go to boat quay for coffee bean.. i could haf gotten myself a cup of coffee elsewhere in singapore.. but yea.. respected their decision not to drink lar.. but actually it was more for the experience rather for the sake of drinking..
there were quite a number of bars along the street there.. got this 'whorehouse' or so we call it.. where there were girls in skimpy wear trying to pull pple in.. heh.. we chose hendrix coz it dint look that sleazy.. haha..
i must say i had damn alot of drinks.. ard 10 cups.. since it's free flow right? the rest had much less.. edmund having ard 8, the rest all below 5.. wasnt feeling any effects of the alcohol with my 8th cup but the 9 cup of vodka lime.. i decided to drink it up as soon as possible b4 the freeflow ends. bad mistake. i had it gulped down within 15 secs.. and the effect started to kick in..
edmund puked outside the bar when we left.. and yiuyan left wif him on the cab back.. while me hongyi head for keith's house for the sleepover.. sigh.. sadly i puked b4 i slept.. but only abit.. at least i learnt my lesson never to gulp down any alcohol.. haha.. keith puked too.. but not much as well..
woke up at ard 8am.. glad i dint had any hangover.. slack abit, read fhm (haha.. there was an aj ger in it and a vj ger) then went for brunch along east coast road at one of the fame ba chor mee stall.. i think this is the first time tt i dint play with keith's dog and his pool and ps xbox n stuffs.. but nvm i'm sure i'll get another chance to hit on his possessions soon.. took 966 home and had another good sleep till 3pm..
anyway muz thank these pple for making it such a great day for me..
the 0903 badminton crew.. it was fun but my body's aching now.. probably the alcohol had some effect on that.. and also it was nice watching new police story @ sun plaza tt afternoon..
keith, hongyi, yiuyan, kenneth chin, edmund for spending a great time @ hendrix.. woohoo let's hit on another bar after A's yea? and the truth or dare was freaking great! hahahaha.. but u guys made me feel pathetic man... tsktsk..
roderick and thammy for not pangsehing us.. haha.. esp thammy who specially came all the way down to boat quay on his own later tt night.. for a cup of COFFEE. -_-"
yongshen, qingyao (poor thing cldnt go into the bar for drinks), yu chao, cunyang, eugene, jeremy, spencer for being with us at our outing.. although u guys dint enter the bar but it was definitely a great time spent with u guys along the way.. had some great chats too.. hopefully i dint miss out anyone..
Hope to see u guys ard soon.. and good luck for ur coming examination!
signing off
1:44 AM
Tomorrow will be great.. 10am will be at YCK sports hall playing badminton..
noon might be watching a movie depending on the time of show..
and evening will be in town wif da guys.. pubbing maybe? haha..
but hate the need for decent dress code.. i so much prefer to be decked out in shorts n slippers or sandals.. so much more comfortable in the warm weather of Singapore.
FM2005 beta demo is finally available.. been waiting for it since this afternoon.. the mac version was out at 3pm and the pc version only at 9pm.. and danm, the whole world's like downloading it from tt one single site.. the file would take less than a min on any other day.. but it's gonna take me 8 hours to download it. so much for waiting..
Hmm after watching the Amazing race .. i've decided to add Philipines to my wanted list for holiday.. scuba diving in the cool clear sea would be so wonderful man.. juz look at how green and crystal clear it is.. and it's quite shallow so mite be good for me to get some experience b4 i try for deeper seas.. and i so badly want to go back to Huang Shan again.. i missed the days when i toured china with such a big group from 4 schools.. maldives is another country where i want to be bathing in the sea.. damn.. i'm thinking too much ..
6:45 AM
Damn.. i mind blocked during maths again. second time this year. Maths gotta be F already.. i left like 7 questions blank.. and i know my paper 1 score. screw it.
Prelim's over but i aint enjoying.. as i said.. i need a day of remorse.
tomorrow i'll be a happy person.
friday gotta be happier coz i'll be playing badminton and then hanging out with the smap gang..
going for a haircut tmr.. and maybe swimming? feels like going into the sun again.. i think i used to be much tanner esp. in the sec sch days.. seldom do outdoor stuffs in jc.. and maybe i should register for the driving tests on friday when i hit yck sports hall since the driving centre is juz nearby..
5:32 AM
I'm left with a sucker fish in the tank.
1 stopped moving during the night.. and the other 2 left us this morning while i was in school.
the oldest fish in the tank was with us for 2+ year.. still remember when i came home from boarding school in my sec 4 year and got quite a shock at seeing the fishes.. 2 years has passed and the last had departed this morning..
anyway tomorrow's the last day of prelim. although i've been having my break since last wednesday.. i hope to put in some practice b4 the maths paper 2.. last chance to redeem myself? heh.
and rod.. if u r reading this.. looks like u will haf to V us again.. we're slacking out on friday.. and i believe RJ still having prelim till next wk? from what qianli told me on the train today..
u gotta get it for V-ing us again man..
3:17 AM
The fishes aint doing well, in particular the oldest and biggest one.. he's the lone survivor from the initial 5. They are on the rescue program again.. hope tmr i can wake up seeing them in good condition. meanwhile i gotta cure myself by taking more panadols and getting a good rest for the night. this flu has totally screwed up my revision plan for today.. juz cant get anything in with a runny nose and burning body. Haiz.. maybe i wont even be in school for monday's exam. Who knows?
8:25 AM
SYSTEM DOWN. BODY IMMUNE SYSTEM DOWN.
hit by a flu bug today.. and i am home alone.. feeling so bad
even had to go out and pack my home dinner.. argh..
was sneezing all the way to and back from the foodcourt, with mucus tap running freely
seem to me that my fishes share the bad day with me too.. they are all looking in bad health, staying at the bottom of the tank instead of their free swimming usual self. Wonder what had the change of water yesterday done to them. Added salt and chemical in.. but they still look unwell.
Just like me.
On a side note..
I dont haf "Guan Huai Fang Shi" guitar notes or stuff on my side. So maybe the person coming in umpteen times .. U might want to take note and stop dropping in for it by searching through googles or yahoo. not that i mind.. but.. it's funny when i see someone coming in repeatedly for something that wasnt here.
5:00 AM
Hmm i created some imaginary gas during chem practical exam today. thought it was my blocked nose that i missed out on smelling something.. when there's actually nothing. well well..
1:04 AM
Hey, the bio prac today was something that i could never thought of even with my most vivid imagination. Formation of a meiosis structure with pipe cleaners? that's something really new. wierd. cwazy.
was kind of glad that my wish came thru. animal histology dint came out, coz i would haf flop big time. but hey.. i doubt tt i did well anyway.. hoping for a pass..
i'm not in any kind of examination stress right these few days. been hitting school and back , sitting in my sofa with the scv remote, popping food into my mouth and drinking endless cups of coffee. just not motivated to do much but i hope it will change tmr. that is after a good sleep. kinda physically drained with late night TVs and morning papers.
come to think of it, subjects haf been narrowed down coz half the paper was done .. and the other topics in the respective subs r bound to come out nxt wk.
maths.. statistics as an option topic is a definite.. gonna dig into it.. binomial and power series and vectors are a sure...
bio.. sexual reproduction and control of growth and development.. those topics tt i browse through on last sunday due to some unfortunate mix up of paper formats..
chem.. well.. juz basically everything ..
friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday.
then i am a free man.
swimming.. running.. driving.. i'm already looking forward to these.
8:34 AM
Tried to sleep early last night, got onto bed at 10.45.
But the sight of the wristband conjure up memories. Ended up sleeping at 12+ and that probably explains i could not all my thoughts for chemistry in the afternoon.
Anyway, maths and chem was bad. Wonder if i will pass. Doubt so.
2:42 AM
If i step out of my house today..
i'm gonna bet soccer.
PSV Eindhoven at 8.40 against Arsenal?
to me it's a good bet. PSV with mark van bommel and co. aint tt weak..
hmm.. anyway. it's better for me to get back to maths first.
10:41 PM
Woah. Look at that. Singapore in World Cup 2006!! haha
what's goal 2010 when the computer did it by 2006.. lolx..
who said Singapore soccer has no future?
ok...
i'm guilty of playing games b4 prelim and during prelim..
opps.
3:50 AM
I'm praying for a 35/40 for biology MCQ.
coz i screwed up 1 essay question. that's 20 marks.
and i studied option topics last night. it was meant to be the topics for paper 3 next week.
sigh. MCQ.. please save me....
3:29 AM
Hmm.juz saw this mtv on mtvchinese, something on the famous book 'turn left, turn right' by jimmy. noticed one of amy's background pic was in the mtv. my tv volume wasnt really loud so i cldnt hear any thing, not even music. thought it was juz some advertisement or some sort with some soft speech. anyway i only caught 30-45 secs of it. and .. i only realised it was an mtv supposedly sung by jimmy and elva!
ahhhh!
damn, here goes another quest to find that mtv and get it downloaded. hey i dint even know the existence of such a song/mtv. i'm a failure as an elva fan.. sighh.
aye wait, my mum said it was 'turn left, turn right'. but since when elva is involved in it??i was quite stunned when i saw elva's name and i dint look too carefully at the song title or album. but it seems indeed like 'turn left, turn right'. i only knew she sung for 'di xia tie'.. hmm.. confused. nvm. my research has commence. till i find an answer to it
10:19 AM
AHHHHH!!!!
NEWCASTLE FINALLY WON!!!!
3-0!!
but i missed sir bobby.. still remember the time when the magpies won 8-0 on his first match in charge.
this match isnt under graeme souness yet..
let's pray that he will be the saviour of the Toon Army..
10:09 AM
Ah screw it. i cant do maths. i gonna flop maths. i cant even do ajc 2003 prelim paper. i rather concentrate on bio and chem since time's running out. sorry Mrs. Soon ..
2:01 AM
Haiz. tried to recap on all the bio stuffs tt i've studied in the school terms.. and..
blank.
ouch.
11:13 PM
Hmm. While i'm not in the mood to do my chem paper 3 n maths paper 1 practice.. thought about what i gotta do after the DREAD prelim..
1) Go for my advanced theory driving test
2) Get some driving lessons
3) Revamp this blog. Since almost all the graphics are down.
4) Spend money. i reckon i will be saving up a hefty sum in the exam period.
5) Grab a copy of Football Manager 2005. although not sure when tt will be out.
6) Remorse for not studying for prelim. that should last about a day.
7) Continue slacking till A's.
8) Spend more time w/ frenz.
9) Watch Tv
10) Sleep.
After A's ?
1) Clubbing
2) Piercing(s)
3) Dye hair
4) Work
5) Buy TOTO and strike it rich
6) Buy a car [if (5) occurs]
7) Drive around Singapore [if (5) and (6) takes places it would be easier]
8) Prepare for NS (read: exercise more)
9) Watch Tv.
10) Sleep.
Who says i dont plan far?
5:55 AM
Hmm. Wasnt able to post anything in the past few days coz i cldnt publish.
exams in 3 days time. and i'm barely done with revising.
juz discovered tt i was actually missing my ecology notes. hey, tt's my favourite topic man. how did i lose it. maybe it's stack somewhere in my tutorial pile or so.
and i still got stacks of empty lecture notes like carboxyl, ionic equilibria 3 n some others.
haha.. doom for failure.
target grades? bio - C , maths - E , chem - E, GP - C6. and i think it's quite unachieveable for my standard. heh.
1:36 AM
I dint go to bernard's place yesterday. i aint going to wdls library today. so much for thinking that i could at least get my revision on track. heh
will be hitting school in an hour's time or so. hopefully.
10:04 PM
Maybe i can get my revision on track now
Going to Bernard's house to revise .. erm later today.. yea past midnight so it's tues le
Then wed joining up with eugene and vinit @ wdls library.. quite convenient for me haha
10:49 AM
Finally got my letter from the Dental Centre for me to make braces.
I'm due for an appointment on sept 17. Maybe i'll cancel the appointment and go to NUH for braces instead. been on the waiting list for 3-4 yrs and they had to come at this bad timing.
Anyway it's cheaper to make at NUH and it's quite gd from what my sis told me..
After prelim i'll go for driving lessons and take the advanced driving theory test.
And i'll be going for an iridology checkup.. haha.. shld be quite interesting.. my sis took hers and my parents will be taking it next week.. while i may haf to find another day where i'm free from exam.. maybe i'll find out what's wrong from my health.. i know there's some problem with my body definitely.. i can feel it. my body is deterioating every second.
5:30 AM
GP was.. easy? no.. tough? no..
somehow i just think i did quite badly in it..
think i answered my compre qns badly.. the words juz couldnt form up inside my head.
the essay.. well.. juz hope i dint make any grave mistake without realising.
bio next up next monday. the ultimate brainspace hogger topic.
maybe i should look for health supplements to boost my memory capacity.
that said, i mite go into selling health products after A. let's see how it goes..
11:42 PM
telomere. doomsday terrorist bug. tonya harding. haemochromatosis. convention of rights of children. kyoto protocol. nelson mandela. nike. roy keane. iridology. indimine. seattle. comprehensive nuclear test ban treaty. nuclear missle defence system & anti ballistic missle treaty.
hope they will help me tmr
5:18 AM
sometimes one has to take the first step out in life to achieve what they want.
maybe i should.
but how?
8:08 AM
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