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8:13 AM
Today was the last day at AMD for me. Would like to thank the people at PA Branch, Mdm Tan, Stella, Nicole, Ping Ping, Celine, Molly, Terence, Mrs Seah as well as the nsf there Kelvin, Ting Jun, Qi Feng, Wei Ye, Guangming, Abhinav, Jonathon for taking care of me during this short but pleasant 1 month stay. Sad to leave the place, hope that one day somehow i would be able to be back there..
Aslc coming right up on 1st Sept. I aint so sure if i would be able to go through the course, FTS told me that it was too late to arrange an FFI for me, so i guess i gotta speak to my PC on the first day itself. And to inform them tt i have my knee X-ray on the 2nd Sept. Wonder if the X-ray would detect any damage to my knee, i still aint too sure if its the bone or juz the muscle or ligament, but either way it is still hurting during prolonged walk or running n jumping. I just hope that this issue can be sorted out fast so i can concentrate on whatever i need to go through.
And michael owen signed for Newcastle. Need i express myself here?
=== End of clerk life ===
=== Start of combat life===
wont be online everyday as in the past one month. no more homecook food, no more nice cooling aircon, tv, bed, freedom.
5:08 AM
Why cant August have 32th, 33th, 34th, 35th etc??
7:43 AM
Realised another weakness in me. i tend to drag things. and this bad habit may just have put me into a difficult situation. now time's running out, things are outta my control. everything's set, but still i'm not quite done.
maybe it's destined so, maybe it's fated. but i still believe i still control my own destiny.
6:31 AM
Wonder why, but everything i say today tends to occur. Firstly, when i was browsing thru the computer and noted some files that were loaned out many yrs ago and not returned. i made some comments abt them and next thing we know, someone came in to book out some of the files, one of which was out since 2003. then.. 2 despatch came. and one of them was larry. so had a chat with him, he was in fep but chose not to sign the contract and is awaiting his next posting. just then i was telling myself how nice it would be if i can meet more familiar faces. then, i opened the door to go to the toliet, and this gay fucker gerard was standing right outside shredding papers! he had just downgraded for heart problem and is now attached to the same branch as me.. small world aint it?
and kelvin was in the toliet and HAM entered the toliet too and spoke to him. and then later when both of us went to the toliet i told him that i hope HAM wouldnt come in right at this moment. he didnt, and i went back to my room. then my water bottle cover dropped into the bottle, so i went to the toliet to retrieve it out. then as i opened the door, HAM was walking out of it. diaoz. its juz a small coincidence, but still.. should have gone to buy toto today man.
and at the end of the day while i was walking downhill, someone called me from behind. and it was ning shan, who got attached to the navy unit here since last wk. we hadnt had a chance to meet each other since the time he told me he was coming to mindef. guess what i say came true again.. hmm
so maybe i should express more things here and hopefully it all will came true? i hope that the doctor will take a serious look at my knee which hurts with every steps and not juz dismiss it as another inflammation problem only. i hope that all my bball n og juniors would do well in their prelims and of coz the A lvls. the same wish also goes to my frenz who r retaking tiz yr.. and of coz i hope that i can find my T-pass tt i dropped last friday. to save me from 30 bucks. and i hope i get married tomorrow. dotz..
think that the days spent at records arent totally a waste. i've read alot of books recently like memoirs of the geisha, the little girl at the window, ji mi's "yue liang wang ji le" etc etc..
kelvin has been counting down for me. tomorrow he would be saying, " 7 days" . sigh. i'll be missing home soon...
oh yar, adding on, i love free entry to chinablack. even though that was some shitty nus sci bash.
8:05 AM
Hm gryphons cup ended on a bad note for us. we won, but got deducted points for not officiating an earlier game. so we lost. crap man. and the opponents for the last game didnt even bother to turn up. but anyway david's back from overseas. its gonna be fun for the next few weeks. =)
well today went to see the MO for knee problem.. after rotating my knee the MO decided that i didnt have any ligament tear. (woah that's something new, i didnt know ligament tears can be figured out in that way.) anyway he diagnosed me as having knee inflammation and suggested tt i go back in a couple of wks time if the pain persist. =
counting down to my clerk life. sigh. tekong again? ooh no.. hate to be stuck in a no man's land. from what i heard aslc will be fun though.. but i've lost the motivation to chiong. afterall theres no more possibility to crossover. my remaining time is too short for this option. haiz. funny that i didnt want to when i had the chance and then, regretting it now.
8:29 AM
i hate records.. not because of the work there but because of the dust. how many times have i been sneezing the whole day in there? i dont mind packing the files, searching upside down for some specific file tt wasnt even in our room (just like today) or whatsoever, its just the dustiness of the place that irritates the hell outta me. like what kelvin n tj said, every new guy goes in there and comes out with a cold or flu. with my ultra sensitive nose to dust, i cant withstand the condition of the room, or rather the files anymore. still thinking if i should take another mc tomorrow, coz we're supposed to be out celebrating mdm tan's bday after work. shall see my condition tomorrow.
been watching the ch u superstar thingy, and guess i'm pleased with the result tonight. seriously i think kelly is the best singer out there. junyang is not bad either.
and the news of the president election didnt excite me too much. i'm wondering what is the exact motive of the candidates? i mean, not everyone can qualify, i doubt i will ever ever be able to, but .. shall hold back my words here.
weekday will be filled with basketball. and law bash at dxo. and maybe (?) 0903 bbq. seriously guys, i dont want to pangseh, but it looks like i didnt have much of a choice.
9:18 AM
I dont really know what i've been up to lately, but i've went to clubbing 3 times since last saturday. Theres alot of uni parties going on around, and i felt obliged to accept the invitation whenever my friends asked me to. Maybe i'm just morphing into a party animal. A alcoholic. A crazy late night bastard. I donno. But I really felt quite relaxed in the clubs. Theres alot of things going through my mind: basketball, army , university, my whole life, and so many crappish things. I'm quite at a loss to what i should proceed on with in life. Clubbing took away the mental thoughts periodically. Guess maybe that is why i could never find myself rejecting an offer into those expensive clubs. At least i guess i found enough resistence inside myself, knowing that i've stayed out too often recently, tt i chose not to go to some dj competition in zouk on monday. and not picking up the tix for some nus law party at dxo. i guess i should get enough rest and then start training up on my fitness and on my basketball this week and nothing else.
Its been pretty frustrating back in ri yesterday. Guess i shouldnt have touched the basketball in australia. It did me more harm. All my shots went way high, a clear indication of playing too much aussie basketball where the rim is so much higher. even my dying seconds layup at the end of first half took too hard of a bounce off the board and failed to score. ended the game with a pathetic 0 points. and we lost an important match that could well determine if we make it to next round. the only solution i guess is to play twice as much bball in this week compared to my australia days. the national day break could prove important in getting back my touch.
somehow i couldnt help but wandered into the business book section whenever i'm in some bookshop. isit a good sign? or will my passion for studying burnt out early? hope not.
3:15 AM
Its been quite awhile since i've updated.. basically laziness took over and i have nothing much to mention since i aint gonna relate anything much to army.. learnt my lesson already =
sat. met out with keith yy qiao n ys at tiong bahru plaza for dinner.. and then we decided to head to liquid room instead of zouk.. ys left us since he doesnt want to go =( .. and we arrived there at 9+.. waited for hongyi till 12 and decided that we didnt want to go in.. so ended up taking a cab to chinablack where i met ian n brian outside. sad to say, but ian noted tt i've gain alot of weight.. zz.. sigh.. sighh.... sighh... those tt were there would know.. sigh..
mon. reported for my duty at mindef hq. was placed in the records. work is from 8-5.30. dusty place.
tues. refer to mon. with an added bout of sneezing and sore eyes
wed. refer to tues.
thurs. refer to wed.
fri. decided enough is enough and went to c a doc. got a day of mc. got medication for fever even though i didnt feel feverish.. or maybe i'm juz feeling warm all the while in sg tt i cant determine my own temperature. anyway, tt spelt a long wkend for me.
tonight mite be heading to chinablack again since its the ntu sports pageant nite. and cheap entrance. but i guess i wont be staying on long coz theres GRYPHONS CUP tomorrow. its time to kick ass.
anyway after reading thru the emails for rafflesbball, the number of players per sat in ri has been very low.. felt quite sad as i wasnt able to go back.. i m still quite committed to rafflesbball in my heart.. but this ns is killing me, killing my passion. maybe i should do something about it..
sigh.
7:28 PM
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