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6:30 AM
Was heading home after school today when i noticed a particular scenario on my way to the mrt station. there was this 2 guys tt i overtook outside the school b4 the traffic lights.
they were making some comments which i cant help overhearing as i walk past them. in front of me there was a ger.. the ger which bernard told us abt the ponytail fat girl from dunno which j1 classes.. obviously the 2 guys dint like the sight of tt ger.she was near the junction with them somewhere further behind when they were saying 'quick go cross the road, i dun want to wait wif u at the junction .. ' the timer was like 5 secs.. n tt ger juz chose to hasten her pace across it.
'wah heng ar.. quick go go'
'hope she gets bang down by a car.. '
this in particular irritated me.
ok i muz admit tt i did share some laughter with bernard n the rest of the guys over her image.. i admit tt.. but i wld nv do something as bad as cursing someone to get banged by a car.
n who knows, those 2 guys could well be tt ger's classmates.. absolutely disgusting if tt is really the case.
what if a mishap really happen to tt ger at tt point of time? how wld they feel?
i feel tt AJ is really low on moral values.
even staring cases between 2 grps of relatively unknown pple can take place. between my class n another class. i mean, is this kind of thing really necessary? nt tt i care who started it.. but all these starings n obvious mockings at either side of party.. isit really necessary? sigh.. whoever started it muz be real childish.
why cant our environment be a better place?
btw.. no more k700i. by the time my plan goes into 12 months where i can upgrade my line.. there will be better fones. i hope i'll be in time for the new z500a.. a product of sony ericsson.. i'm a pro-sony guy now.. coz their products simply r0x0r. by then i can trade fone with my sis hopefully..
missed 2 interhouse basketball game today. not tt it really does matter to me. i kinda lost interest in playing in such interhouse bball games.. maybe had too much of stiffer competitions this yr thru A div n Youth Cup? lolx.. but i'm all excited about badminton now.. partnered xiangyun again.. played against 2 bballers.. darren n caren.. haha.. maybe becoz of them i lost focus.. played really badly .. but heng got xy lar. won 15-2.. tt marks the end of my interhouse badminton.. really want to get some more badminton action.. kinda getting the hang of it again.. haiz. sometimes i wonder if i made a mistake by not rejoining badminton in RI.. but of coz i dont regret joining ribball too. simply r0x0r.
8:17 AM
I want to get a new fone.. i want a Sony Ericsson K700i !!
damnit.. my sis bought it.. at only $250.. some promotion..
tt fone was supposed to cost ard 600+ with plan one..
it freaky cool.. radio mp3 moving wallpaper 4x zoom camera with flashlight 41mb space
camera resolutio aso damn good
so much better den mine..
sighx.
12:00 AM
University of Tasmania!!!
today had the career talks.. i chose to go for British Council n IDP (aust) talks. university of tasmania was said to haf one of the best marine science courses in australia.. that's what me n boonkiat wants to take up.. but.. can i go there? there r quite a number of issues tt will prevent me from enrolling there..
1) results. Will i be good enough to get a international student slot there? australian schools only offer a certain number of vacancies to foreign students.. esp wif tt school being one of the top aust universities.
2) money. cant go there without a scholarship, according to my parents. they nt willing to fork out huge sum of money juz for my oversea edu. so how? buy toto every week lar.
3)future jobs. if i take up marine science, my job options would be quite limited. working in sentosa's underwater world? seems like if i study tt i've to work oversea or something. sigh.
guess there's no point in thinking so much now.. juz gotta do well in exam to give myself more options when the day comes.
9:04 AM
After 7 yrs of hanging up my racket, n nt having touch it more den once in the past 1 yr.. i played for Panther House in the interhouse badminton again. Was really rusty.. cant hit a decent shot in the first 10 mins.. but slowly i began to pick it up. still quite disappointed wif my poor backhand, n poor placement of the shots. footsteps were totally gone.. i was like dragging my elephant feet ard.. i was to be playing in the mixed doubles wif xiangyun, the best female badminton player of ajc. glad to haf her partnership.. if nt i probably will die haha. took on cougar.. well won with a more den decent score.. but nevertheless the opponents were worthy opponents.. juz lacking luck maybe. hopefully can perform better.. i know i can be the best male shuttler in panther.. if i played more regularly.. yep. i can do it.
tmr will be the start of basketball interhouse.. panther shall rock on!
8:06 AM
This is some gif tt i found online.
some guy trying to break a door that is.
interesting n lame. haha
6:21 AM
Well well.. been listening to the new cd i juz bought since last night.. elva's "beautiful episode", made up of songs from her 7 albums. quite nice.. of coz.. but it's missing some non-hit songs tt i love too .. sigh.. i guess tt's the problem of having too many popular songs? =P
went out to watch King Arthur yesterday. missed the first 10 mins of the show.. coz i spend 15 mins waiting for tt darn 962. the show's quite nice i muz say.. rating for 3.5/5 for it. prolly gonna spend less money on food nxt few wks coz there's juz so many things i wanna purchase.. like a new bag.. a new spec.. the list goes on n on n on n on n on ..
n on .. n on..
hope to be able to finish my hw by today.. the vectors (III) and food chem (carbo).. bio i'm juz left with abit.. 1 essay n 1 structured.. sigh.. gotta kope with the disappointment of my results.. by working harder.. prelim's snapping at my heels already.. there's no more time left.. it is now up to me to curb my desire to play.
10:38 PM
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You~
you r remembered.
what about me ?
hope u can be happy ever
9:07 AM
i got the amazing race fever again.. somebody save me!!!
the AJ race.. to be held as part of the national day celebration.. will pose a chance for me to completed my unaccomplished mission left behind since Amazing Race (north west district). still remember tt we were so close to winning third, losing by juz a mere 10 points.. if only me n bernard dint miss the soccer shootout, if only i dint realised the bus would take a whole loop b4 reaching Rail Mall from Holland V, if only we dint get stuck in traffic jam, if only Judy provided us with juz 1 more correct answer.. blah blah blah.. i was the biggest sinner for our narrow miss on a top 3 finishing accompanied with cash prizes.maybe we cld haf even finish 1st. now this time i muz make sure i dont commit any silly mistakes on the journey again. Had somewhat of a mis-planning today.. really wanted to go back to RI, which is one of the destination.. my alma mater.. how i miss the school.. how i wish i can show my aj classmates ard my beloved school.. make them envious of the spacious environment.. having a clock tower.. blah blah.. but unfortunately all the ex-ri pple n other classes who got hold of the AJ-race announcement b4 us took the slots. den planned out another route which promises more points, but the last slots for one of the middle stations got taken right in front of our face. had to change our plan on the spot, which we eventually takes a slightly further station with an additional 10 points achieveable. not going to make the same fatal mistakes of the NWD Amazing Race, surveying our route will be undertaken beforehand. i really hope we can acheive something as a class, and i hope i can give myself a mini motivation by doing well in this, a motivation to strive forward n acheive what i believe can be.
on a side note, i feel that if a teacher wants to make use of another student's work, he shld haf the basic courtesy of telling tt student beforehand, n not to let the student find out on the spot itself, be it good or bad piece of work. at least let the student haf the mental preparation. want us to respect the teachers, y not the teachers show us the way n lead by example. cant give us the respect n courtesy, how do ya expect us to do the same?
8:39 AM
Hmm got this letter from Air Force identifying me as a potential candidate to be a military pilot n asking me to go take a Computerised pilot selection test.. a few guys in the class like joe wx bk all went for it already.. it's a 5 hour test.. wonder how i'll fare for it haha.. still unsure of what i want to be in NS..
7:53 AM
All these days i've been thinking abt how i've changed.. for the good or for the worst. conclusion was simple: i've seen the worst of me. here's a breakdown: me in pri sch n me in jc.
1) Noted by pri sch frenz tt i cld do a time of 0.2 sec behind the then national 100m champ in , of coz the 100m, without any signs of panting or heavy breathing.
--- Dropped out of 100m race during P.E. with breathing difficulty. ---
2) able to last a whole day in school without feeling tired. yes, had the perfect record of staying awake throughout the most boring lessons.
--- Able to sleep through anything n everything ---
3) scores A like nobody's business.
--- F ? it's freaking easy. ---
4) Slim, underweight by juz a lil.
--- F A T ---
5) Super Noisy
--- speaks little ---
6) 2.4 km? alamak.. gotta overtake everyone by a rd at least.
--- pant , pant , pant ---
7) sleeps at 10.30 on most nights
--- 3am n i still cant seem to doze off ---
8) Room isnt -that- messy
--- hey what's this rubbish chute doing in my room? ---
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well got the worst ever result in my whole life. left with bio. hope i can pass it.
i seriously need a lifeline.
7:39 AM
pain, pain n pain in the head.
for 2 days already.
what's next?
8:33 AM
crazy. crazy days. post-exam activities to the max. tiring till i fell asleep in front of the tv while the euro 2004 pre-final performance was on.
went ice-skating n swimming with 09 n ex09 peeps.. had fun man.. still trying to learn how to break on the skating floor.. cant do it at fast speed though haha.. had this little caucasian bugging us for the whole day.. daniel's his name.. n he probably became waifu's enemy no.1 . swimming.. dint had the sun.. spoilt my plan of tanning.. but hell it was still quite fun to be soaking in the chlorinated water.
3rd july was the best day man! first time in my life tt i went to a beach party cum clubbing session.. i nv tot i wld go to such place.. well it was David n James beach bash.. kinda for the twins bday celebration.. our day started at 4pm while the party was on at 8.. the ribballers were put on the job of taking shifts on the bus transport.. well fuck the bus driver n the bus company. i was on the first n the 6th (last shift) meaning tt i went to mahalo for 1 hour b4 going back to city hall. got back to the city hall station where me zm n derrick told the darn driver to wait for us while we gather the party-goers. but hell, the darn buses juz took off at 11.15pm while the last shift was supposed to be at 11.30pm. fucking piece of shit. we had to take a cab back to mahalo. frustration that u wld only understand IF u were one of us. back to the party.. there were abt 200 odd pple or so.. the outdoor were left empty.. pple preferring the loud blasting music inside Tunnel.. foam which cost 700 bucks outside.. well.. ended up as the twins dumping pool at the end of the party. well dint dare to do anything there at first.. budden a few shots of vodka n other beers (nt tt i m drunk) coupled wif fren'z 'encouragement' i begin trying to shake a lil bit. haha.. eventually went up the podium with the rest of the guys.. had fun..a relaxing session.. where i let myself loose n free from all my troubles n worries.. at night went over to ECP with hj n jaron kc yos n shaun for mac n den me hj n jaron slept over at the benches near the sea. 3 hours of rest there with umpteen times waking up to check if i got mugged or dropped my hp n wallet, the sense of insecurity creeping in, n also numerous falling leaves n ants n bugs crawling ard. went hm at ard 8+.. dint sleep n left for the bball game against combined schools white at clementi.
unfortunately we aint greece.. we're out of the tourney. top 12 finishing. guess poor fitness n lack of bball practices did not help us in our cause. but we r proud of what we had acheived. all the other 11 teams had regular twice-a-week or more trainings.. while we had none. we were a team made of 4 diff schools.. had our exams only a few days ago.. no other teams were unprepared as us. so.. it is an achievement for us. for me i was really bad.. really unfit.. i could be seen panting after 5 mins.. gone were the days where i'll be running like a mad crazy dog unleashed. i tried to be combatitive.. went diving at the balls like a goalkeeper for at least 5 times, snatching the ball from my opponents.. but all were in vain n eventually i had to leave the court being nearly unable to walk. numerous burn marks from gliding n sliding on the hard wooden ground. how i wish we had no exams to worry abt n we had been able to train at least once a week. that wld haf made the difference.
school's starting again.. i gotta get enuf sleep.. stay awake in school.. gotta make my specs so i can see the screens clearly in school.. gotta start mugging.. gotta get back my fitness... gotta do so many things in the year ahead.
5:33 AM
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