I dont really know what i've been up to lately, but i've went to clubbing 3 times since last saturday. Theres alot of uni parties going on around, and i felt obliged to accept the invitation whenever my friends asked me to. Maybe i'm just morphing into a party animal. A alcoholic. A crazy late night bastard. I donno. But I really felt quite relaxed in the clubs. Theres alot of things going through my mind: basketball, army , university, my whole life, and so many crappish things. I'm quite at a loss to what i should proceed on with in life. Clubbing took away the mental thoughts periodically. Guess maybe that is why i could never find myself rejecting an offer into those expensive clubs. At least i guess i found enough resistence inside myself, knowing that i've stayed out too often recently, tt i chose not to go to some dj competition in zouk on monday. and not picking up the tix for some nus law party at dxo. i guess i should get enough rest and then start training up on my fitness and on my basketball this week and nothing else.
Its been pretty frustrating back in ri yesterday. Guess i shouldnt have touched the basketball in australia. It did me more harm. All my shots went way high, a clear indication of playing too much aussie basketball where the rim is so much higher. even my dying seconds layup at the end of first half took too hard of a bounce off the board and failed to score. ended the game with a pathetic 0 points. and we lost an important match that could well determine if we make it to next round. the only solution i guess is to play twice as much bball in this week compared to my australia days. the national day break could prove important in getting back my touch.
somehow i couldnt help but wandered into the business book section whenever i'm in some bookshop. isit a good sign? or will my passion for studying burnt out early? hope not.
_just me_ 3:15 AM
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