Thursday, December 30, 2004
Feeling so fucked up now. Why are they more anxious about my pilot medical checkup. Why do they keep urging me to go n do things and keep stuffing me instructions after instructions. It's MY FUTURE. NOT YOURS. I havent made up my mind yet. And u all are like forcing me to become one. Let me have my own freedom please. The more u urge me the more vex i feel and the more i dont want to become one. so for god's sake, shut up.
Clubbing tonight off. Better so. I aint in any mood to go anyway.
_just me_
12:59 AM